मामियं चलिता (Mamiyam Chalita or Hari Hari)(Vishnu stotra.87)gita govinda

मामियं चलिता (Mamiyam Chalita or Hari Hari)(Vishnu stotra.87)

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मामियं चलिता विलोक्य वृतं वधूनिचयेन ।
सापराधतया मयापि न वारितातिभयेन ॥

हरिहरि हतादरतया गता सा गता कुपितेव ॥ १॥

किं करिष्यति किं वदिष्यति सा चिरं विरहेण ।
किं धनेन जनेन किं मम जीवनेन गृहेण ॥ २॥ हरिहरि
चिन्तयामि तदाननं कुटिलभ्रु कोपभरेण ।
शोणपद्ममिवोपरि भ्रमताकुलभ्रमरेण ॥ ३॥ हरिहरि
तामहं हृदि संगतामनिशं भृशं रमयामि ।
किं वनेऽनुसरामि तामिह किं वृथा विलपामि ॥ ४॥ हरिहरि
तन्वि खिन्नमसूयया हृदयं तवाकलयामि ।
तन्न वेद्मि कुतो गतासि न तेन तेऽनुनयामि ॥ ५॥ हरिहरि
दृश्यसे पुरतो गतागतमेव ते विदधासि ।
किं पुरेव समम्भ्रमं परिरम्भणं न ददासि ॥ ६॥ हरिहरि
क्षम्यतामपरं कदापि तवेदृशं न करोमि ।
देहि सुन्दरि दर्शनं मम मन्मथेन दुनोमि ॥ ७॥ हरिहरि
वर्णितं जयदेवकेन हरेरिदं प्रवणेन ।
किन्दुबिल्वसमुद्रसम्भवरोहिणीरमणेन ॥ ८॥
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mamiya calita vilokya, vritam vadhu-nichayena |
saparadhataya mayapi na, varita’tibhayena ||
hari hari hata’darataya sa gata kupiteva hari hari ||1||

“When Radha saw me surrounded by Gopi’s, she became indignant and departed. I thought, ‘I have committed an offence’, so I became fearful and could not muster the courage to stop her from leaving. Alas! I made her leave in anger.” 

kim karishyati, kim vadishyati sa chiram virahena |
kim dhanena janena, kim mama jivitena gruhena hari hari (hata’darataya) ||2||

“She has been suffering from the devastating heat of separation for a long time, so I cannot predict her behaviour. What will she do? What will she say? Alas! In the absence of Radha, my wealth, my relatives, my life, my home and everything seem worthless.” 

chintayami tadananam kutila-bhru-kopa bharena |
shona-padmam ivopari-bhramatakulam bhramarena hari hari (hata’darataya) ||3||

“I feel as if I am directly beholding the face of Sri Radha, with its arched creeper-like eyebrows. Her angry face resembles a red lotus flower surrounded by hovering bumblebees.”

tam aham hrudi sangatam, anisham bhrusham ramayami |
kim vane’nu sarami tamiha kim vrutha vilapami hari hari (hata’darataya) ||4||

“Alas! When I continuously realize the direct presence of Radha and deeply embrace her in the temple of my heart, why am I uselessly lamenting over her and why am I repeatedly searching for her from forest to forest?”

tanvi khinna masuyaya hrudayam tava kalayami |
tanna vedmi kuto gatasi, na tena te’nu nayami hari hari (hata’darataya) ||5||

“O delicate woman with a slender waist, it seems that your heart is contaminated with jealousy, which wastes your heart. But what can I do? You proudly left in a huff. What kind of humble supplication should I offer to dispel your indignation? I have no idea.”

drushyase purato gata, gatameva me vidadhasi |
kim pureva sasambhramam, parirambham na dadasi hari hari (hata’darataya) ||6||

“You haunt me appearing & disappearing again.  Why do you deny me, winding embraces that you once gave me”

kshamyatam aparam kadapi, tavedrusham na karomi |
dehi sundari darsanam mama manmathena dunomi  hari hari (hata’darataya)||7||

“O beautiful one, please forgive me. I will never offend you again. Allow me to see you at once. I am reeling from the pain inflicted by Mammatha.”

varitam jayadevakena hareridam pravanena |
kindu-bilva-samudra-sambhava-rohii-ramanena  hari hari (hata’darataya)||8||

Sri Jayadeva appeared in the village of Kindubilva just as the moon appears from the ocean. He has humbly collected Sri Krishna’s expressions of deep emotion in the form of this song.

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॥ ଗୀତମ୍ ୭ ॥
ମାମିୟଂ ଚଲିତା ଵିଲୋକ୍ୟ ଵୃତଂ ଵଧୂନିଚୟେନ ।
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ତାମହଂ ହୃଦି ସଂଗତାମନିଶଂ ଭୃଶଂ ରମୟାମି ।
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also see
https://youtu.be/HaNZBkypgBg